Thursday, March 26, 2009

Eating Disorder

So I am pretty sure I have an eating disorder, but it hasn't been officially classified. What do you call a person that just has to eat anything and everything they think about or see, knowing in the end they will beat themselves up for it and get majorly depressed? I can't think of a good name for it, but I certainly have it. Sad as it is, I am constantly shooting myself in the foot, but I just have no willpower to restrain my "technically overweight" self.
  • How do I motivate myself?
  • How do I stay on track?
  • How do I get myself off the couch and workout?
  • How do I lose this last 15-20lbs without killing myself and sucking out the last bit of happiness I feel when I eat?
  • And what the hell is the name of my eating disorder?
Answers anyone?